Monthly Archive for June, 2006

I’m back!

I’m back from a week of traveling. Did you miss me?

I went to two cities in Germany and then I went to The Hague.

I have so much to say that I can’t manage to say anything at all.

I’m still undecided about moving to the Netherlands. My visit to the Hague was really nice.

Bah.

+/-It’s sort of a sleepy city, but very comfortable.
+And cheap, apparently. At least compared to Bay Area housing prices.
+I met a few people who go to the school ‘les is going to next year and they were all really nice.
+There’s a beach.
+Amsterdam is one hour away with trains running all day.
+Brussels is also not far way. I’m imagining going on strange international beer runs.
+The Dutch appear to eat proper breakfasts.
+The coffee is decent.
+/-The exsistance of Herring stands.
-The coffee is still not as good as at home.
-The people are indeed very nice, but it’s not like I’ve known any of them for 10 years.
-Still no sourdough bread.
——I’d still be homesick.

…on a plane!

Plane tickets have been bought. ‘les and I leave Paris for SF on August 1st and get there the 2nd.

Celeste is playing a show on the 3rd in SF.

I will be going to Apple Valley shortly after arriving, I assume. Beyond that neither of us has real plans. I would love to see you.

Life updating

So I haven’t posted anything about this really – I haven’t wanted to jinx things.

Last fall ‘les applied to UCB’s music Ph.D. program for next year. She didn’t get in so our plans for next fall have been up in the air. ‘les started looking at other programs that she would still be able to apply to for the fall and decided on a one year program at a school in The Hague, figuring that she could apply to Ph.D. programs again in the fall.

We just found out today that she got into the program in the Netherlands. Woot.

Here’s the thing, though. I don’t know if I can actually do a year in the Netherlands with her. Both in the sense that I don’t know if I can get a visa and in the sense that I don’t know if I really want to go.

On the visa front: The Netherlands doesn’t give out long stay tourist visas. You have to be a student, working, self-employed, or married to someone in order to stay in the country legally. Not knowing any Dutch makes my chances of getting a job there a little low. Most people under the age of about 35 speak excellent English so it’s not totally out of the realm of possibility that I could land a job, though.

On the other hand, I have my French visa until March which means that I’m legal to be in the EU until then. So I’d have some time to figure stuff out.

On the really-wanting-to-go front:

I only signed up for being gone for a year and I don’t know if I want to sign up for another year. Esp. since I don’t know where ‘les will even be a year after that. This could keep going on and on, you know? I want to live in the Bay Area, damn it. It’s my home. And only getting to spend a year somewhere makes it hard to put down roots. By the time i’ve figured out where the best place for coffee, it’s time to move again. I only barely got the hang of the whole Paris winter thing and I’m not ever going to get to use any of that knowledge later, you know? Because next winter I’ll be someplace else and I’ll have to figure it out all over again. Like, right now I’m trying to figure out if I really want to buy some linen pants – apparently having your underwear show thorough is totally acceptable here once it gets hot enough but that’s not going to fly in Oakland so it’s not like I’ll be busting them out ever again.

Living in France has had it’s ups and downs for me. On one hand, it’s been amazing living out of the country for the year. On the other hand, it’s been really difficult not speaking the language and not knowing anyone here. I’d have to go through the whole getting-to-know-the-city-and-also-how-to-buy-toothpaste thing again which was fun but tiring and frustrating.

Also, I miss my life back home. I miss having a reason to wake up before 11am. I miss having my own money. I miss my friends. I miss my family. I miss my stuff. I miss my old hobbies. I miss books and magazines that don’t cost three times as much as normal. I miss TV. I miss being able to understand movies. I miss having clothes that actually match the weather.

But then on the other hand, it’s not like I’m going to get any kind of opportunity to live in Europe again. And I hate to think that I would pass up such an opportunity just because I miss having an apartment that I’m actually comfortable in.

And then there’s ‘les. I don’t feel comfortable getting all relationship-talky, though. I think she should go with or without me. The program is supposed to be really good and it’s a great opportunity for her to get more connections in Europe. So it’s me back home by myself or me in Europe with her. And I love her, obviously. Or else I wouldn’t be going back and forth in my head about all this.

So yeah. I don’t know what I want to do and I have to figure it out soon.

In any case, I’ll be back in the US in August regardless of whatever else is going on. And the next few weeks we’re traveling as much as possible. We’re going to for some portion of next week. I still want to go hang out on the beach in Brittany. I’d like to try to get to Prague this summer, but i don’t know if we’ll be able to fit it in.

Rawr.

Nice is nice.

I just got back from spending Tuesday-Saturday in Nice. It’s been in the low 30’s here in Paris and the lack of climate control anywhere in this city was getting to me. If it’s going to be that hot, I demand beaches!

My god, it’s lovely down there. All deep, deep blue water and rock beaches dotted with blue and white umbrellas. Charmingly decaying buildings, formerly brightly colored and now faded to strange pastels. Red-orange titled roofs. Geraniums in tiny window planter boxes.

And I’m actually back to being the color I picture myself being in my head. I wonder how long it’ll last

Concert de Musique Expérimentale

‘les posted pictures of the concert on flickr.

I took these while sitting near the door. There were a few people with cameras so there should be other ones coming too.

Woot.

Dizzy, dizzy, concert, concert

Yesterday was weird. After having taken that damned Claritin yesterday morning, all I wanted to do was go back to bed. I had trouble standing up because I would feel dizzy for the first five minutes or so. And goddamn it, my nose was still running a bit! I mean, less than before but still. If I’m going to feel that crappy I should at least be free of snot, right? God.

Also, on top of all of that I managed to do something the day before that made my legs hurt. It was painful going up and down stairs because the front of my thighs ached. I blame the Pompidou Center, although I would have to be extremely out of shape if walking around a freakin’ museum for a couple of hours was really going to cause my to have leg pain the next day. And I’m not all that out of shape all things considered.

So yeah. Between the legs muscle rebellion and the allergy/drug head all I wanted to do was nap. But I couldn’t because ‘les was giving a concert that night and she needed help with the last minute rushing around stuff. Wine and juice needed to be bought, programs copied and folded, ect. So I spend the afternoon running errands and trying to be helpful.

Being helpful also meant that I would need to carry stuff over to the performance space. This involved biking with a speaker on my back luggage rack, carrying a couple of bottles of wine and a few liters of juice in my bag, and carrying a mic stand strapped to the outside of my bag. ‘Les was carrying her mixing board, a speaker, all her wires, and her laptop on her bike. It’s amazing what all you can carry on a bike.

I have to tell you guys something – mic stands are surprisingly heavy.

The performance space was only about a mile away, but it was uphill and involved biking on a few fairly busy streets. I am rethinking my non-SF biking stance after this. I figure if I can make it up hills carrying mic stands and liters of wine in Paris traffic, I can probably manage in SF.

Did I mention that mic stands are heavy? Because they are.

‘les and Solène, the recorder player she was giving the concert with, were supposed to meet at around 5pm to set up and do a sound check. The day before they had gotten word that there was some kind of foul up involving the space being double booked and it was totally up in the air as to whether or not they were even going to be able to give the concert at all. The night before they had made a vague-at-best backup plan involving talking to other people who had rooms in the same building rented to see if they could just move the concert somewhere else. Apparently this is a totally reasonable workaround. Who knew?

So yeah. We were in the room that they thought they had rented, barely starting to set up when the landlord came storming in, yelling at them about how they couldn’t have the concert and they needed to leave RIGHT NOW. ‘Les had put up a flyer for the concert outside and dude came in with it balled up in a wad and tossed it at them. Good times.

There was a lot of back and forth wherein ‘les and Solène tried to compromise with the owner. When’s the other group coming? Could they maybe do the concert after they were done with the space? Could they play just part of it? Was there another free room that could be used? Nope. Not happening.

We gathered up our stuff and walked out into the hallway.

Now, at this point another space wasn’t secured so it wasn’t clear if the concert was going to happen at all. But luckily, there was a space upstairs being used by a group of dancers that night, a few of whom Solène knew. She went upstairs and asked them if they could preform while they danced. The dancers agreed.

Ok. People, this has to be one of the most amazing and random performances I have personally ever witnessed. The concert was already going to be a little weird. Solène plays recorder, she has a degree in renaissance music and was going to play a piece by Bach. ‘Les was going to be playing a few of her laptop pieces. And then they were going to do a few improv pieces with laptop and recorder. Now add to that modern dancers.

No, no. Just go ahead and think about all of that. I’ll wait.

Done? Ok.

It.was.awesome.

‘les and Solène have been working on music for this show for a month solid. I heard early versions of what they were doing and watched as they got used to playing with each other and listened to different versions of the software that ‘les was programming in order to do improvisation. I thought it came together well. Solène would play a bit and ‘les would record it, process it (sped it up, slow it down, ect.) and play it back. She threw in gong sounds and at one point, a sample of one of her friends giggling. I thought it sounded nice.

The dancers were having a Contact Improvisation “Jam”. Contact Improv seems to mostly involve dancers running around bouncing on each other and then doing other stuff and pounding again. But, you know, in a modern dance way.

Because the dancing is unusual and improvised, it actually worked pretty well with the music that was being played. The dancers were clearly having a lot of fun.

All in all it was a good night even with me being spaced out and dizzy and all the drama with the room.

I’m so not an uppers kind of girl.

I’ve been suffering from allergies for a few weeks now. Pretty standard stuff – runny nose, itchy eyes. When my allergies get going I also have the joy of having the whole insides of my head itch, including inside my ears, inside my mouth and in my nose. It’s freakin’ horrible. I don’t know which is worse, the constant itching on the roof of my mouth or the extra ear wax that appears for reasons that I simply cannot fathom. I think the mouth itch wins.

Paris must have something special in it that I haven’t encountered before because along with my normal symptoms I’ve also developed a mild cough. The cough wasn’t so bad until yesterday when it became clear to me that the cough was just the starting point – eventually my lungs would stop taking in enough air for my to breath comfortable. I woke up this morning feeling a bit claustrophobic. If anything touched me, I felt like my air was going to get cut off.

I finally gave up and took one of the Claritins that I brought with me from the US. I have allergy medicine more than I can express. Really, most of the time it makes me feel worse than the allergies themselves. The drowsy kind puts me right to sleep and the non-drowsy gives me this horrible jittery feeling, which is itself exhausting. It’s like I’m shaking and twitching without actually moving. I feel dehydrated and a exhausted in that way you do after going on a crying jag.

But at least I can breath.

Le mouvement des images




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I just got back from the Pompidou Center. I love that place, but man is it exhausting.
The Pompidou Center, for those of you not in the know (like me before I actually went to Paris) is the French National modern art museum.

This is my third visit. I went with T in October to see the exhaustive DaDa exhibition they put on. And then I went back in April to see an exhibit they had on LA artists. I went back again today to see their permeant collection.

One of the things that I like about the Pompidou is that they change the collection every few months. When I went in October the collection was showing under the title “The Big Bang”. It was organized by theme or material rather than by time. So, for instance, they would have a room of nothing but pieces that were totally white. They had another room that was just “soft” materials. I loved it.

They took down the Big Bang show a while back and now the collection is organized as “Le mouvement des images”. The name tells you what it is – mostly film and video works. It was organized around a main hallway with videos screening in it. Then there were smaller rooms with sculpture, paintings, and photography that were in some way related to film.

I tended to prefer the earlier films. They had Ballet Mécanique, and something by Man Ray. But my favorite piece wasn’t a film. It was called Impact Run Velocity by Barry Le Val. It was a series of large photos of a man running around in a small room accompanied by the sound of him running around in the room and hitting the walls. I loved it – the elements of a film without the actual running of a film. Brilliant.

I have to say that I really appreciate that they change up their exhibits so frequently because it gives me an excuse to hang out inone of my favorite buildings in Paris. The place is huge, by the way. And tall. It provides one of the better views of Paris from the escalators on the way up. It’s almost worth the price of admission all by itself. The buildings around it are all the classic things you think of when you think of Paris buildings – slope roves and those tiny red-orange chimneys. The Eiffel tower huge off in the distance. It makes me think I’m not really in Paris at all and instead I’m looking at a huge model of it built for a movie of some kind.

I need to stop looking at clothes

Do you ever see some item of clothing and think to yourself “that would totally fit if I lost a little weight. And you know, it wouldn’t be a bad thing if I did.”?

Yeah. I’m totally in love with the extremely cute skirt with the little ship on it at Dainty & Dirty, but I’m like an inch too big all round.

Waaaah.

Right now bread/cheese/pastries are winning out over fashion. I keep telling myself I’ll go back to eating properly when I get back to the US. You can’t skip French treats while living in Paris, right?

I should go for a walk or something.

Bike Story 2




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So I said before that I had two bike stories, and then I only told the one.

The other one is from Saturday. (I’m trying to keep things up to date around here and failing horribly.)

‘Les and I have been trying to motivate ourselves to take a ride out to the Bois de Boulogne, which is a big park outside the 16th. The 16th is on the other side of Paris from us, so a ride out there requires biking through the city and then to in and around the park.

We actually took off for the park last Saturday, but when we got down to the river, ‘les remembered that it was the first Saturday of the month. We were about half an hour early for Velorution!

We biked over to the Place du Châtelet, parked our bikes and had a snack at a cafe across the street. We learned last time we did this that “2pm” does not, in fact, mean “2pm is around when you will leave” but instead means “2pm is around when people will start showing up.” Keep this in mind if you ever decided to do any manifesting in France.

So yeah. The ride.

The last time we did this, the ride was just up to the St. Martin Canal and then around the canal a little. It was nice, but I was a little bummed that we basically had just done my ride home. So I was happy to see that this month, we were doing a totally different route.

We did a bit of a “Paris tourist” ride this month – around through the 1st, past Eglise Saint marie madeleine, through the 8th a bit, and then hitting the Champs Élysées. We biked up the Champs Élysées until about a block before getting to the Arc De Triomphe.

Now, I’ve biked up this street once before and then swore not to do it again. It’s insane, people. There’s a lot of traffic and most of it isn’t very well ordered. Between the lost tourists, the annoyed Parisians, the motorcycles, the taxis, and the unpredictable tour buses (which are actually the worst part about the whole thing), it’s really one of the scarier streets I’ve been on. Seriously, I hate tour buses.

Having said this, riding to the Arc during a bike manifestation rocks. The cops clear the street behind you for you so you don’t have to deal with any traffic at all. And you get to go at a totally chill pace the whole way. Since it’s an uphill ride, the not having to hurry your ass up is a huge plus. And besides all that, you get to do some excellent people watching. The street is 99% tourists, all of whom stop – look confused – ask each other what’s going on – and then start snapping photos. Pretty sweet.

Once we got close to the top of the hill, I was sorta expecting to actually bike on the Lawless Traffic Circle of Doom™ around the Arc, but the folks in charge thought better of it. Which is probably for the best seeing that it’s a Lawless Traffic Circle of Doom™. Instead we biked around a little street the circles the LTCD. We biked all the way around, stopping at some point for informational speeches in French that I really didn’t quite get.

Then it was back down the Champs, and on to the Bastille, which is all the way on the other side of town. There was a little bike-in-Paris fair going on there and the actual people who organize this thing had a table going.

It was good times all around. Seriously, folks, if you’re ever in Paris on the first Saturday of the month go rent a bike and do the Velorution ride. It’s fun and you’ll end up in more vacation photos than just your own.